Well okay not really great but it’s a matter of perspective..

Remember the guy i told you about? Well im still sleeping with him.
In the time i’ve been away, i’ve broken it off once, flirted with others countless times and gone back to him once.

I got this idea, that maybe, this guy just did’nt know he had feelings for me yet. (I know, how stupid was that!?)
Soooo, i told him that feelings were starting to grow from my behalf , and then he said ” Well, im glad you told me, and im sure that some day you will find a man who truly deserves you and can love you, like you deserve”

That blew a hole in my theory, and guess what i did next..?
Yup your right, i crawled back to him with my tail between my legs, and told a fib about me being stupid and wrong. That i really never had feelings for him, and that i realized that the bond i felt to him was purely sexual.

Which kinda is true, except for the fact that i could have been with him without the sex and enjoyed myself.
Anyways, now im back “together” with him.

And then last weekend, at a party, when he was totally wasted, he crossed a line. He made jokes about how he could manipulate me, and controll me.

Okey guys, HERE’S THE THING : Just because your great in bed, and we tell you your great in bed, does not mean that you can show off infront of crowds, how easily you can make us weak in the knees. That’s just plane MEAN!

So he came the next day with an apology, and asked for forgiveness, which i gave him… (hey i cant say no to that face!)
But he propably still felt alittle bad about it, so he invited me home, and made dinner, put on my favourite show “True Blood” and almost gave me massage, he promised me a massage, but be both got to tired, so i’ll have one free massage when ever i’ll like it!

Tip of the day :

Do something hopelessly romantic to the one you like, your lover deserves to be pampered with=)